wow...

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 00:20:40 GMT

wow.. i sorta forgot to keep writing here... it's been more than a year, huh?

well then i have a lot to write about..... READY! SET....!

YEAH!! I went to my first concert EVER November 25!! IT WAS A DIR EN GREY CONCERT!
it was CRAZY!! I WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF TOSHIYA AND KAORU!
Toshi was just going crazy on his bass and Kauro was just --- IT WAS AMAZING WATCHING THEM PLAY RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES! Kyo also did this 'sexy dance'.... i don't want to sound like a pervy fangirl but that was just ORGASMIC. lol.
nothing even registered until like the next day when i didn't have a voice and my neck was absolutely sore. I think i broke something that day cause after that i could no longer do my Kyo "growl/scream/roar" (like in GRIEF) im not exactly sure what to call it but it scared the shit out of these girls infront of me. I'm only 4 foot 10 by the way so yea XD
surviving this came pretty easily although i almost just passed out in the middle of jumping. it was absolutely PACKED. but of course i was in the very front so....yea....
AND THEN after the concert, and singing my lungs out during THE FINAL and whatnot, i bought some merchandise!
bought the tour shirt and the album there so i could get it signed. Toshiya and Shinya were the only ones signing but it was totally more than okay. TOSHIYA ACTUALLY TEASED SHINYA RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. toshi signed really huge on my CD and didn't leave much room for Shinya to sign on purpose. then shinya sorta look apologetic at me and looked and toshiya like grr and toshiya just silently laughed. THAT FINISHED ME OFF... as soon as i left the place and was back in the car w/ my friends.... i squealed... and giggled. i couldn't help it! it was just to cute. excuse the word but it WAS.

the next day i woke up to find that it had NOT been a marvelous dream. my voice was gone, it couldn't really move my neck, my whole body was aching but......my tour shirt was there, the autographed CD, my pictures...... it was all there!

so that's the end of that...

AND THEN THIS YEAR....THEY CAME BACK!!
i was absolutely shocked, ecstatic, but shocked. nevertheless I BOUGHT MY TICKET AND WENT! even though it was a school night. my parents were surprisingly cool about that. >.> weird....
This is how it went down-->
so this year it was THE FIRST STOP ON THEIR TOUR!! yea so think about that for a bit. i got there around 5 this time and so i waited in line with all these other fans. it was exciting-- i could hear them doing the sound check because i was on the other side of a side entrance/exit to the place (it wasn't the "official" entrance so..) and a while later this door was opened by one of the guys that worked there b/c he needed to....do something...i don't know i was paying more attention to who was on stage.. sadly they weren't there anymore and it was some roadies instead. then they closed the doors back up.
so finally the doors opened to the place at a like 10-5 minutes past 7:00 and we ran in, although they told us not to, and was able to be in the third row of people right in the center of the stage!! sadly the concert didn't even start until, i think, 9:00. maybe there was something wrong. we never found out. they didn't tell us ANYTHING. We just waited there, standing for 2 hours... and had to listen to this horrible instrumental music...well it was still okay but after hearing the same song for 'x' amount of times >.>
so that was the only reason I was pissed. some of the other people were just pissed they had to wait two hours when they had skipped school to be there so early, or skipped work, or had to get home by X to sleep and go to work/school and lived in a different city. so yea i was not that unhapppy compared to them... but they finally came out at 9 and started off w/ Sa Bir and then Shokubeni which shocked the crap out of me. i was really not expecting it but very happily welcomed it. lol. just like Kigan.
by the end of the concert i wound up on the in between these two people in the FRONT ROW so i guess that would count being on the FRONT ROW BETWEEN TOSHIYA AND KYO. i was really able to see them up close this year but i went through a lot for it..

I almost got into a fight with this chick w/ glasses that kept trying to shove me out of the way and get in front of me. she didn't do it just once though. she tried to pull this crap on me like SEVEN times. i gave her a good shove and accidentally made her trip or something. IDK but she knocked down most of the people on my right who were right in front of Kyo. which is pretty funny b/c that's what she gets but i also apologize to anyone who fell b/c of this chicks retarded choice to pull this crap on ME. as i stated before i'm like 4' 10 or 11" nowadays, not sure, but I WILL not allow ANYONE to get in front of me at a Dir en Grey concert. i can't see over people so it's either be at the front, be on someone's shoulders, or not see them at all. i'm also REALLY sorry to the two nice chicks that were in front of me at the beginning of the concert, i'm also sorry if i stepped on you guys which i'm sure i may have done a couple dozen times.
then they played the final and sung my little heart out. sadly they didn't have any merchandise to sell or sign but i saw Kyo SMILE. but i still want a shirt........ >.>
i also almost left my glasses at the bar XD
i didn't realize until i was in the car and realized i couldn't see...hahaha so i had to run back inside, which one of the nice men actually let me do, and fetch them from one of the bartenders.

the next morning i didn't have my voice again, and i couldn't move...... i went to school that entire week T-T and had to do a presentation the day after..............TT-TT

i have pictures which i may share dunno. ask and ye shall receive...?

im back!

Mon, 11 Aug 2008 19:11:02 GMT

weeeee! hello!

hahaha today is my birthday and i am here to spread my cheer!
*twirly spin*

guess what you guys! i will soon be writing & posting some
morixhuni fanfics~

why?

because i noticed a severe lack of fanfics on them so
i am taking matters into my own hands

[[insert evil laughter]]

and guess what else

i will also writing (and later posting) some doumekixwatanuki (DONUTS!!) fanfics.

weeee~

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so lately i've gotten really into yaoi. not that that's bad. hahaha. its just that i can't decide if i should read some more manga or read fanfics or write fanfics. >.>
hahaha

life as a yaoi fangirl is tough. hahahahaha.

i've gotten into "Antique Bakery" now. I LOVE IT! it is just... the BEST. hahaha.
it makes me giggle.

"gay of demonic charm" hahaha. i <33 Ono~ XD

if you've read or watched "Antique Bakery"
you know what i'm talking about. XD
its a shame tho that it doesnt have more yaoi. it's actually a light yaoi. T^T

oh well...
as always the manga is better. sexier. funnier. hotter. XD

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well i think that's enough for today. i think i'll be back tomorrow.

FANGIRLY-ISH?

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 06:14:56 GMT

what mood would you put for when you feel fangirly-ish?

i just watched "Moon Child" for the second time ever today...
it was in french subs but i still sorta knew what was going on.

GACKT AND HYDE TOTALLY WANT EACH OTHER!!!

*cough* excuse me...
i couldnt help but cry when sho/GACKT called kei/HYDE before he was to be executed & told him he loved him
or at least that was what i understood. dont correct me if im wrong. i like it better thinking its love okay?

Ja! im off to find more gacktxhyde stuff

CLOUDY DAYS

wow...

im back!

FANGIRLY-ISH?